Tuesday, May 22, 2007
chocolate
congratulations cristina for landing a new job! and i do think it's perfect for you. you will get your heart's desire of travelling and talking about it. hope you'll be as content as i am that you've found something worthwhile on a daily basis.

got to watch two movies recently - The Holiday and Shrek 3. As diverse as the polar icecaps and the equator, they both served their purpose though. Caught holiday just right before heading off to mom's art exhibit at Serendra (look for pretty birds of paradise at the 2nd floor!) where i started my saturday off with hobnobbing for several hours. my jaws and drums pretty exhausted from all the conversation revolving around my current work. It came out a productive party though. think i had at least three new working relationships for the future. that's when i realized i was almost late for my next stop so said my goodbyes and rushed off to greenbelt to meet some buddies. it was great catching up on news with some simple, funny, break-it-to-me-straight friends. of course me being the only girl and not a good looking man in sight (aside from them), i just helped with the hottie watching. but heat can really get to you so skipideedoodah back to...where else would you think? here we got to see the newly married couple fresh from their honeymoon (see previous post) and all giddy with their newfound state. its nice to see a couple like that...which made us all just drink even more. growing in number we just started knocking as much as possible down till (some off us) couldn't feel anything anymore. literally. last two standing at 4am. time to go home. time to shut the phone to really just block off everything.

The Holiday still rings in my head though. you KNOW it just doesn't happen that way. you meet someone who looks like jude law and he's the sensitive single father who just doesn't get a break that's why he plays around? hilarious. like anyone's really even single anymore. we're just remnants of other people veiled beneath your own dissent. You just find common ground. Fellow forlorn folks who can relate. Or kate winslet’s character, was she really ready to jump in something fresh, ready and able without susceptibility? The only believable scene was when the ex-gf calls and then: see jumping jack race off. Or the first man who makes you cry, is that the sign you’ve been looking for all your life? It’s the sign to run! Well, for me anyway. Like now.

Ok, it’s just a movie. A long forgotten one so will let it go. Will just lend it to someone who needs to find hope again. To know that your life does not end with this other person caring for you.

I’m not even going to tell you to watch Shrek 3. You know what to expect. Yeah it makes you want to get your own ogre who you can depend on to defend you against a prince charming. Imagine what hopes you’ll get from that. But last night, over drinks and discussions over dr. quack-quack in Mati there were three revelations: I like the sungit boy who reserves the secret sweetness just for me. Not the other way around. You will always enjoy meeting new people because they’ve never heard your stories before or will at least find new facts about yourself interesting, and there are five languages of love. As my friend told me – like a breath of fresh air.

i find it hard to write now. too many secrets. too much temptation. too many possible regrets. at least i got the giddy giggles again. even just briefly.



Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words

What have I done it's too late for that
What have I become truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time

chocolate - snow patrol

posted by maldita @ 11:37 PM  
1 Comments:
  • At May 23, 2007 at 2:44 AM, Blogger Cristina said…

    Hi, Maldita! Just got ur txt message but you must be asleep by now. Text me tomorrow and tell me waddup!

    Thank you for your greeting! Yes, it's important to me that I do something worthwhile for my soul on a daily basis. I still need to achieve balance and peace in other areas in my life but I would like to think that I did good by me, career-wise or at least spirit-wise, by taking this job.

    See you soon and mishoo! Mwah mwah! :-)

     
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