Tuesday, March 18, 2008

better that we break

when do you stop crying everytime you remember...

no matter how many times it happens, it is just painful to know that someone can just decide that you are not worth caring for. today tiff asked me when I was going on my trip. She knows i've been saving money for it. had to tell her that my vacation i have been diligently saving for a year and working hard for is now cancelled due to all that has happened. her "boo!" just made me laugh for a momentary second.

It's all part of the grand plan. Just not mine.

And i just think...at least he's happy now.

Ane, wish you were here. Just like you were there for me in that park bench at seven in the morning three years ago.

posted by maldita @ 10:33 PM

4 Comments:

At March 19, 2008 at 10:22 AM, Dr.Peppermint said…

:(
At March 21, 2008 at 5:53 PM, Unknown said…

I know this isn't really going to be much. But I hope it helps. *HUGZnKISSZ* *HUGZnKISSZ* *HUGZnKISSZ* *HUGZnKISSZ*
At March 21, 2008 at 10:42 PM, maldita said…

thanks ari...and for the sympathy, pepper. it's like a rollercoaster of being both angry and sad. at times there are even pangs of indifference. but overall, it gets better and just let it run its course...
At April 5, 2008 at 9:25 PM, Chocoholic said…

Hey dearie,

I felt so bad reading this blog of yours several weeks after you've posted it. I wish I could have been there for you...but know that even from across the globe I really still am. Tried catching on YM several times but we haven't been online at the same time.