i like today's quote: Life is a succession of moments, To live each one is to succeed. As long as you are pushing forward, no matter how many disappointments or challenges - it is still an accomplishment. i'm going to replicate someone else's posts hehe...last thursday went to Claw Daddy's at High Street and we kinda pigged out on the sexay seafood...we didn't get to use the pail because we decided against the crab. Took me long enough to order but I got the pink snapper with shrimp and lobster risotto. The others got the surf n' turf which is salpicao with lobster. The man seated next to us had a large crab, an oyster as big as your palm AND a steak. Now that's pigging out! haha! The nights have been colder now and today, even the morning until noon is still nice and chilly. A new place has opened in the fort also - think it's called CAV wine bar - sounds good. Guess i'll check it out next week with the girls naman.
This was a pretty challenging week - in all aspects. The "backyard buds" still gathered every day but of course tuesday came with some bad news. I tried to take it in and not break down but it got more difficult when A hugged me. If I was feeling really hurt, she was feeling really angry at the person who inflicted this all on me. Sounds like all my friends at this point. Not because of all that happened but because of the really insensitive lies that don't seem to consider me as a human being with feelings. Sucks right? What she can't stand is that her fam already has a good opinion of me and i'm the one who's been wronged and yet i'm the one being slandered. I just don't want to fight it or defend myself anymore - i'd rather ignore it all. They can believe what they want. I don't want to care about what they think of me. I just know that I cared and I was sincere with everything I did. I have nothing to feel guilty about.
Enough about that. For every tear that pours out, it's another month of my past life gone away from my memory. And that's good. And now here is March. I have a lot to look forward to. Performance has been picking up again and have three major projects coming, including a golf tournament in April. My weeks are filled with all these dinners with my sweetie pies and the periodic "sexy time" hollers keep me uplifted.
listen to this "love song" i've posted...it's so lovely! pun very much intended. the breathing IS easy...
Head under water And they tell me to breathe easy for a while The breathing gets harder, even I know that You made room for me but it's too soon to see If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to Blank stares at blank pages No easy way to say this You mean well, but you make this hard on me I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you tell me it's Make or break in this If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better Reason to write you a love song today
I learned the hard way That they all say things you want to hear And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and Your twisted words, Your help just hurts You are not what I thought you were Hello to high and dry Convinced me to please you Made me think that I need this too I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
If your heart is nowhere in it I don't want it for a minute Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that There's a reason to Write you a love song today
hey! this song has been playing in my mind all day long. i love it too. :)
cav's desserts are great (that's all i tried). it's a nice place to get all dressed up, and have a feel of a fancy dinner. haha. :) try mamou for some great cooking too.
This is my world. This is who I am. And I'm not gonna give up myself to make your life better. And you want me to change. I can't get used to
all you want me to be and I just can't pretend to be anyone else 'cause it's not really me. - Darius Rucker
hey! this song has been playing in my mind all day long. i love it too. :)
cav's desserts are great (that's all i tried). it's a nice place to get all dressed up, and have a feel of a fancy dinner. haha. :) try mamou for some great cooking too.