Wednesday, October 17, 2007

getting over you

take the time to lay low. and once everything's better, it's a fresh start again. no more disappointments. no more latching onto old promises. leaving you behind. it's about time.

I found your picture in my wallet
Still got your sweater in my closet
I'll bring 'em by
Maybe tonight

And people asking how I'm doing?
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind

I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
I'm getting over you

I've been playing all the songs you hated
I called the girl (boy) I almost dated
She's not the one
But I'm having fun
And I'm better off without you
And I think it's what I want

Even if it takes forever
I'll get my shit together
I've been doing be so much better

To think I said i'd fight for this. what's the point if i'm the only one in the ring?
this is going to be a sucky birthday. and happy one year anniversary since the day i was left behind.

posted by maldita @ 10:12 PM

3 Comments:

At October 18, 2007 at 9:02 AM, Unknown said…

*HUGZnKISSZ* *HUGZnKISSZ* *HUGZnKISSZ* *HUGZnKISSZ* Not really much. But I hope it helps make you feel better. :) :)
At October 19, 2007 at 8:48 PM, Chocoholic said…

Hey dear, what's wrong?
At October 21, 2007 at 4:52 PM, maldita said…

hi chocoholic :)i can't really say anything is wrong. More of a revelation. Sometimes it's not about what you want but how you deal with what is given to you. I have been kind of fooling myself thinking i could hope for something when in truth it isn't real. it shouldn't be sad. what would be sad is if i continued with this denial ;)