Have an hour and a half left in the battery of my laptop so may as well write. The past few days have left me without much resolution. A lot of unanswered questions and perhaps too many opinions to elect or reject. The rain helps to make a lucid lapse inside my mind. The lyrics of Music and The Moon tides me over during these meditative moments. But in a desire for clarity, there is just calm. Tears flow not for any sorrow but just as a release of emotional binds. No memories to speak of. It is just liberation.

A persistent case of insomnia the past three days, as well as lack of appetite should be cause for worry over some elusive incident but there is honestly none. This steady pace could be what I had been searching for. Even persistent issues hurled at my feet do not cause panic but always a rational next course of action. The same cannot be said for the distractions of the heart but I still welcome it all in. No reason, but there is diffidence and reserve. Another desired dexterity from past disappointments. Soon it will be mastered. But for now, I’m enjoying every single minute whether expectations are up to par or otherwise. It all adds to the complete image being created by my yearning.

I have found a circumstance wherein I have no cause to complain. The raindrops get stronger as if to echo the affirmation.