Monday, June 16, 2008

finding clarity

i think i've caused too much panic in the past. today was filled with many lectures and warning signs from several friends that i have now started to feel the fear with heightened intensity. to think i had been just relishing whatever happens, going with the flow and feelings...but they have gone through many of my downward spirals that they can already foresee the crash.

i may have made a mistake. i know. but the reality check shouldn't have to preempt possibilities. there is still no sure thing. no matter what stage you think you're in. there are many who lack direction, just like me. so instead of hiding out and doing nothing, we take it a day at a time. until that path finds its clarity.

if the past year has been about getting out of someone's gravity pull, i have successfully detached and i'm now in search for the clarity. things will happen in their own due time. i'm stopping all the expectations and all the assumptions. just let it all go.

I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on
Well all I got's ooh ooh

And I will wait to find if this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
That it won't and it won't because it can't
Because it just can't, it just can't
It's not supposed to

Was there a second of time that I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down
Was anything enough to kiss the ground?
And say I'm here now and she's here now

So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you

And I will wait to find if this will last forever
And I will pay no mind when it won't and it won't
Because it won't
And I will waste no time worried 'bout no rainy weather
And I will waste no time remaining in our lives together

posted by maldita @ 9:01 PM

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