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I feel detached when some people take me for granted or give me empty words like “I miss you” when their actions don’t seem to communicate the same message. There are some I find hard to reach when our schedules juxtapose against each other. I am left sad and longing. A contrast to the small acts excluding words.
This afternoon came another reminder to remain patient. Let things work out on its own time and space.
At times you are consumed by our own selfish sadness. And then you see bigger situations that make you feel even smaller. You try to help. Distract against the tiny little pool that is your ego. Only to find more melancholy and solitude surrounded by a bigger force. So do you conquer the manageable although it seems hopeless or do you bravely fight an army by yourself, not sure if it will even make the slightest ripple?
Just some thoughts for the day. But since I was told to stop looking for the answers and just wait, this is just a simple post about ponderings. Just letting it out. Let it out and let it in.
This is my world. This is who I am. And I'm not gonna give up myself to make your life better. And you want me to change. I can't get used to
all you want me to be and I just can't pretend to be anyone else 'cause it's not really me. - Darius Rucker
