Thursday, August 21, 2008

i don't want to bore you with this...

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I am finally back in manila. i'm so happy that I got out of my cebu trip to actually get some work done! a two week vacation was all I needed to get my juices up but with all the travelling...couldn't seem to find my stride. so today was excited to get back in the game and I must say it was a pretty fulfilling day. still got a lot of projects in the pipeline but think i've got the energy to pull through.

tomorrow was supposed to hang out with the boys during their gig - miss them terribly! spending saturday with N was like a small taste of how much i love hanging out with them. but then i got a surprise call from trina saying jane was in town and so we're having a reunion dinner. so looking at the fact that i haven't seen our old gang for about a year now, i feel like i should go. and THEN i can go get drunk with the guys! hehe :) i have yet to meet up with A and F...geez! so much seems to have whizzed me by in just a matter of weeks. Oh and the long overdue lunch with my favorite roommates. I love my friends :) how can i live without them?

There's something in my head now...wondering how in the past this has been a consistent occurrence. Why is it when you really like someone, even going out with other people in the most perfect circumstances can make you miss your honey even more? if only my past boyfriends knew that they had no reason to be jealous because this DOES always happen. other men make me love them more. haha! so there i was, picked up in a really hot car, taken to a lovely japanese dinner and topped off with a walk by the riverside. romantic isn't it? the rain started drizzling and he took out his umbrella to make sure i was dry. He gathered up the nerve to tell me how he noticed me before we even met. And after a gulp, told me he thought i was pretty. AND yet...i still longed for someone else. yeah maybe i am currently wishing i would receive some nice romantic gesture like a surprise with flowers, a wall-e toy (ehem) or SOMETHING. and then i get what i want from someone else and feel NOTHING. tsk tsk.

I was out with a guy way back in the day of Malate being a romantic hotspot. We discussed about what a girl looks for in a guy. I told him, it's really hard to explain. it's either she likes you or she doesn't. If she does, you can't do no wrong. but no matter how perfect a guy you are - its no guarantee this will make her fall for you. So he debated - but isn't what he does make him likable? unfortunately no. if it were that easy and that simple to explain then we wouldn't fall in love in the rarest of occurrences. don't you think? the rarity makes it come off as more special. not common.

this is why we constantly hear the words of advice: be yourself. because if they like you, then you got it made. if they don't, well at least you didn't have to go through all the effort of pretending.

This doesn't mean we should stop trying. Here's a tip for you guys. When you know a girl likes you, it doesn't mean you can just lie back and relax. you could also lose her...just like that.

take a step forward :D

so now i leave you with my current playlist of happy-happy songs!

posted by maldita @ 9:21 PM

2 Comments:

At August 23, 2008 at 10:43 PM, Dr.Peppermint said…

Yep, complacency is kayabangan. For lack of a better description. Haha.

Which is why I think that marriage proposals should never be done with an audience - because the guy should always remember that the girl can always say NO, no matter how sure he thinks he is. :)

I love Knocks me off my feet :p
At August 25, 2008 at 9:52 AM, maldita said…

pepperminty! i love that you always comment and like my posts! :) you are the sweetest heehee